Ponyo

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  I'm so confused, help?

  by Ponyo in

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  i want to share my story.

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  i have no idea where i stand anymore regarding being a jw and where i stand in my marriage.. im 28 years old and the years are certainly ticking by.

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  Interesting dub thank you. Psych tomorrow. Cannot wait
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

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  .....the truth was not the truth... ?

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  Thanks for all you replied everyone. I have to say I agree with all of you
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

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  Onthewayout Hahahah I would have loved to see that

  thanks for all your replies guys. Very interesting indeed
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

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  I've been a bit the same scratch me .. And now I'm kind of hitting the rebellion switch
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

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  Oh and since having my kids. The blood thing because a massive crisis of conscience to me. I thought how could I let my child die if they needed blood or if I needed blood as I had a hemorrhage in mh second birth. I thought. I would be guilty of murser and be blood guilty if I let that happen
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

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  I personally had had some doubts about it all being true but I had faith in Jehovah, I started questioning things when I was looking into going vegan. I'd seen documentaries on the factory farming and the violent ways the animals were killed and tortured for meat, I thought why isn't the org looking into this. We aren't allowed to watch anything violent/immoral Etc. then after looking into vaccinations I also thought, some vaccines have blood fractions in them and DNA cells. Why haven't the org looked into this. Then I thought, it would be too unpopular to put these rules into place. But yet we cant celebrate birthdays/ Father's Day/ Mother's Day when there's no specific rule for that.

  When they brought out the recent grey bible translation of the NWT I was thinking... Hmmmm I think it's a bit presumptuous to go translating the bible again.. Something sidnt sit right with me.

  im now in the in between stage. Pretty confused. Don't know what to believe, cognitive dissonance and about 1/4 through COC. Looking forward to finishing this book.

  Thanks for your replies. They're very interesting. I've also seen a little too many injustices in the congs
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  What was the biggest thing that convinced you that

  by Ponyo in

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  .....the truth was not the truth... ?

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  .....the truth was not the truth... ?
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  I'm so confused, help?

  by Ponyo in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i want to share my story.

  (might be a tad long).

  i have no idea where i stand anymore regarding being a jw and where i stand in my marriage.. im 28 years old and the years are certainly ticking by.

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  Thanks heaps dubstepped. I'm trying really hard here. I've been conflicted since our honeymoon which was 6 years ago and I actually feel really sorry for my hubby because he really does deserve better. :(

  I am realizing it now. I've been brainwashed. I've started COC and I watched an hour interview of ray franz on YouTube and the relief from my shoulders was huge.

  thanks for your reply. I have been beating myself up a bit with the other replies. I'm booking into a psych very soon.
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  I'm so confused, help?

  by Ponyo in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i want to share my story.

  (might be a tad long).

  i have no idea where i stand anymore regarding being a jw and where i stand in my marriage.. im 28 years old and the years are certainly ticking by.

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  Ponyo

  Thank you half banana, that was very helpful.
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  Crisis of conscience

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  does anyone know where i can buy coc for under $50?

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  NJ501 thank you, where is it online?